“Under the mistletoe”
Someone .
Monday, June 11, 2012 || 10:51 AM
To that someone .
Dear someone , conversations ....... Sad, funny, happy , furious, miserable ones . I'm sorry, i can be quite a person . We had a conversation , we all had our thoughts . Yes i was angry in the first place . When i was trying to have a conversation , i dislike one word reply . But later on , i was not , I was upset because there are some words that are left to be unspoken . We shared our life stories . True, mine not that worst , because i had everyone siding me . When i said , i get it , I really do . It was meant for me . I know you get pissed when you dont get what i'm trying to say . Cause it's better left unspoken . I'm sorry . I know and feel ur sorrows . I wish there is something i can do . Everyday i feel miserable too . When i just want someone to have a conversation with . I just wanto feel love and care . What you said to me, i feel you , i cried even badly knowingly how much you've gone thru and hurt . I know by telling me all this will crash ur feelings, but you wanto let me know , there is always someone living worst than me and want me to be strong, move on . Some problems cant be solve . Everything you told me before kept in my mind , it's my will to be strong . But sometime , i just broke down . I'm tired of holding on . Everything you said last night, i imagined it out , and felt deeply upset . I just want to give you a hug and cry with you, to tell you everything's gonna be alright, i may not be there but mentally i'm always there beside you . I know how you have ur fears facing some people . It's hard , but you're trying . After that what i said was wrong , I shouldnt have did what i said . I felt like a loser . like why are you doing this to me . I never though what you would did . If you're reading this . Someone , I'm sorry .
DIRECTIONERS NEED YOUR HELP!
|| 10:35 AM
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Saturday, June 2, 2012 || 10:02 AM
Yesterday like today , someone talked to me about friends . Friends , fake and true friends . I treasure and loved friends a lot . I am not a very good adviser , but i am there to listen all your troubles, be a ranting machine for u to rant to . You want something, i'll tried to get something for you . I see you happy, i am happy . Yes i said when i'm down, nobody seems to be there . Someone said "don expect anything in return " Yes . i don . But who doesnt wish to have someone there to love and care for you . That someone told me to be open minded to friends , don judge what they think . Yes i predict a lot of what they think , will they bitch or wtv about me , I'm sensitive . Of course i know, i am fking annoying . fact that is me , what can i do ? That someone said i've to change my mindset and learn to make more friends . Most of all open minded , constantly repeated this a thousand times . Friends come and go . I agree . I do have a some setbacks with some of them . I understood . I said " I've a clique " My classmates are all my best mates . Though they are not here but mentally , we all loved each other . That someone made me realised that , i'm like someone who always wanting something back and if i didnt, i'll break down . Yes sometimes , but Siyun & Vanilla is always here for me . I grew up in a place lack of family's love , all i ask is to have friends that i love and adore and treat them as family . That someone made me cried for 2 hours + . That the worst record ever . Didnt even drank water for 6 hours and forgot about dinner . Just stayed in one corner and cried . At the same time though of my dad . Why is he always not there for me . I cried even more . I asked Jolyn , honestly, am i really a bad friend . She said no and even give me a call to check on me . Moved . Then i started to get really mad . I want to ignore that someone a lot . Why he/she want to make me so upset and hurt . Yes he/she said it doesnt benefits he/she but he/she wants me to be open minded . I told he/she that i want to further away from he/she . It makes me think that i'm really bad friend, who only have a few friends to count on . Like a piece useless shit . When i'm typing all this shit , i'm still crying . I would never forget about this . Because this happened before to me and this best friend of mine . To someone , these words you told me, i would keep it in mind . Goodnight .
HAPPYBIRTHDAY CHOU BI
Saturday, April 21, 2012 || 9:22 AM
YEAYYY TODAY IS 22ND OF APRIL !!!!!!!! CHOUBI BIRTHDAYYY ! THE ANNOYING AND NOISY BESTFRIEND OF MINE ! GOSH ! <3 Wrong timing huh ? TML MID YEAR LIAO !!!!!!! I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST OKAYYY !!!! JODY LOVES YOU !!!!!!!! MUACKSSSSSSSSS !!! HAPPYBIRTHDAY SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET MAMA 16TH ! <3
2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND COUNTING <3
ps her name not choubi .........
Tough life 2012
|| 9:17 AM
Meowxx, Tough life this year ~ O's coming, mid year next monday ! Cmon man ! Score well and no nid go boot camp T.T Hais , Last wed went to Greyson Chance concert !!!!!! Omg helllllllllll god !!!!! Was god damn happy la ! He touched my hand andddddd ...... pointed and looked at me and sing to me !!! omfgggg ! <3 Too bad Vanilla didnt captured tat moment cos she wanna touched his hand too ! brrrrr ! Ohwell , we both really do enjoy ! After the concert, we took pictures w Camryn and her band mates ! <3 Goshhhh T.T Handsome can ! :> Camryn is also a youtube star and she started touring w Greyson and Cody Simspon ! Later on, she went to airport and head to Jakarta ! Shockingly, me and Van was at coffee bean only the both of us, still stoked about the concert ! <3 Then ................... Camryn guitarist & his girlfriend and manager stepped in ! Omgggg ! they started to talk to us ! and throw us a pair of free Camryn's tour tee ! <3 Loving her song goddamn much ! Set the night on fire . You might find it autotune but when you hear it live, it's still nice and awesome ! She's only 12 and she can hit high notes ! When she sang "Stronger" by kelly clarkson live ! Whooooosh ! the whole crowd ! Loving it <3 Till now my throat not yet recovered ! :( But oral are over ! Papers coming in ! goodluck to everybodyyyyy ! Picturesss time !!!! ohhh and i've musical for school ! From chi dance la :<
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THIS IS GREYSON CHANCE!!!!!! Not photoshop okay ! He came last year for photosession ! <3 if purchased his album <3 but i put effect !
GOODNIGHT ! Gonna continue to study T.T
Band Concert !
Thursday, March 15, 2012 || 9:43 AM
Hellllllo ! Been a month since i last update ! I am so freaking busy ! T.T CA1 results came out, it was shit but i improved ! Mr Brian Tan is my mentor ! And as a science teacher as my mentor, i should odd to pass my science .___. HAHA! Anyways, was satisfied but can do a lot better ! Leggo ! Cant wait for O's to finish! A lot to do ! <3 March holidays ! It was rubbish ! Chi dance practice almost everyday but lucky for today break ! Cant wait for musical to end too ! <3 Tons of homework given -_- really hated it ! Got no time to do plus where the revision time ?! Sigh .... Chidance should just stop. Hate the china coach . Went Uss in the morning to celebrate 7 year old cuzzie to celebrate her advance bdae ! Was very late so gram pay and we cabbed there !
So yeahh ... And so we had a quick bite for breakfast and headed to uss ! It was alright though . Going w love ones after o's ! Whoohoo ! <3 x Soooo happy advance to this pig ! <3
Have to take roller coasters alone ! :( How pathetic ! It was fun though ! Haha ! And sooo around 5pm , i went off and went to bugis to meet up w Tianning,Suf and Van ! Had pasta mania for dinneh ! Was damn hungry but one spoon of the noodle makes me feel like vomiting T.T hais . So after that we head to Nafa ! Many people were already though ! Edwin gave me news where Minsen gonna be playing so we went to 3rd row left and settle down ! Tianning was there camwhoring ._. Band people came out preparing and getting ready. As soon as everything was ready, they started playing ! It was rather peaceful and nice to hear ! Hahaha ! My left eye was being a bitch -_- I wanto cry but i cant seems to make myself tear ... Last song before the encore, Minsen had his solo !
Hahaha, so funny but cute ! He said it was tough ! I was staring at his shoes all the time -_- It was so big for him ! Rofl ! So snap snap ! Pictures ~~
Okay so i am rather ugly here but this is the only pic taken w him ~ so wtv ~
His friend was there commenting this picture which make me so pissed -_-
He is like speaking w/o A brain . Suddenly from :D to -'-
Went off ~ Then me,van and syaz cabbed to petal mac to have supper together . Bitchy talks again ~ Ha ! Syaz had school the next day so we all went home ! Have a good night everybody ! Dance tomorrow ! Rehearsal ! <3 xo
Valentine's Day !
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 || 7:36 AM
Had a sad but awesome valentine's day !! Spent 3/4 at school ! :( Sadly is,we had food rationing for recess ! Hmmm... Siyun bought Ham and cheese ! Jolyn bought cake ! Wow, world war, we can have cake and stuff ! Hahahaha ! Always 4e1 <3 Goodnews ! Haniff didnt come ! What an awesome gift ! Hahahaha ! So i sat w Siyun and camwhore a bit ! :> We can do anything in class ! Awesome relief teacher ! xo
Gifts by Siyun,Jolyn & Jacinda ! xo
Feel damn bad for not giving them anything ! will get them belated ! xo So i had chem remedial pract test and Chidance ! Damn tireddddd ! :/ Rushed home , wanted to get prepared and dinner w dearest ! but i kena locked outside for 1/2 hour ! Omgee ! was damn panic ! But i sat outside my house like i'm some pathetic loser ~ Lolers ! So i went in, get ready and all !
brrrr , and i rushed out ! Met w dearest near school and saw all my classmates ! how embarrassing but funny ! Hahaha, yuquan was laughing at me all along :< Hmmm, fickle minded w dearest on what to eat ! Then we chose Ajisen ! ohwell , it's nice ! <3 xo Felt so bad because dearest drank cold drink whereby he's not suppose to and i didnt "wong" him to ! :< Ohwell, home quite late and he had so many homework to rush :< Haizsh, jiayou babe ! <3 Happy Valentine's Day ! Iloveyou <3 xo
:B We look alike huh ?!
Ohyeah, and on sunday ! Dearest came my house to study together ! <3 Heh, laugh and chit chat and of course camwhore la ! :> Hahahahaha ! Spam Jessie J and 1D ~~~~ Brrrr ! xoxo Goodnight all ! <3
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